Walking Shell (old)

The Time is near, I can't even hold.
This prison I've lived in for so long, I need out...
You've showed me the Way,
You've given me hope and a Light.
Yet I feel there is more.
More than anything I want to be perfect in Your eyes.
More than anything... but I fail. I can't.
With You anything is possible, yet when the old comes, I am blind.
Blind until I see again, and am filled with remorse and anger.
Without You I am a walking shell of clay with no purpose.
Please don't leave me, My God.