Never Stop

I see things now like I never used to.
What I once thought to be mountains,
now seem like hills compared to this.
I don't understand myself,
The things I do.
Lord I love You with a deep love...
And yet I still fight with my sinful nature.

You, O' Lord, are helping me though,
And I am not giving up unless You give up on me.
My love for You runs deep,
The passion You have placed inside me runs like many waters into and endless ocean...
I long to be like You, my Father,
And I will keep fighting the good fight 'til then.

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Why?

Why, O' Lord. Just a simple one word question.
Why?
Why would you send your only begotten Son to die?
To die for a world that curses you.
A world that disregards you law.
A world that is led by the deceiver of the nations.
Why?
Why would you want me?
I thought I knew you...
I thought I did; yet I did not find joy in Your law.
Oh God, my God, why?
I am too worthless to be in Your glory!
I am sinful, my flesh eats away at my soul!
Why do You hold Your arms open?
Why, Lord?
Why have You done what You did?
Why?

Oh...
You created me...
You created us, in Your image nonetheless.
You created us as your friends, to have fellowship with...
But we fell from Your grace.
Oh...
You had a plan to restore a fellowship between You and us.
You could have just "poofed" it, but that would have interfered with choice...
So You had to take the scenic route, huh?

Because You love us. Thank You for Your undeserved love, mercy, and grace, my King.